ALONE

ALONE in this owrld with noone by myside,tahts how i feel at this moment..people come and go but they leave things behind for you to think about. why do i even care about all this guys,why do i care about all this so called friends,why do i care about this.......but then again its life deal with,right!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!no thats not me so now i have choices to make!!!!!!!!

FAILURE

FAILURE,yes thats it. thats the word to discribe what i am at this point. i cant believe i brought this to myself. i cant constrate in class nomore. english class,cant believe i blow it. math starting to like it but then again BLOW IT. why do i do this t myself. why cant i put my education before my family,then that would be selfish,wouldnt it??no i cant leave my dad hanging like that so i rather fail then see him suffer. is it really about my family or am i not that smart. i challenged myself to run between two schools so i could prove myself wrong but then again,maybe am not that smart!!!no i cant be saying that,i KNOW i could do it. i know i can but then time is running and trust me it doesnt wait for NOBODY..man am screwed. my absence started to show in english now i know am screwed. why do i have to deal with alll this.why cant i JUST CHILL for a minute. man i cant believe i am writing all this out of MADNESS!!! you know what.i quit...maybe not yet,one more try!!!!!!!!!!!