ALONE

ALONE in this owrld with noone by myside,tahts how i feel at this moment..people come and go but they leave things behind for you to think about. why do i even care about all this guys,why do i care about all this so called friends,why do i care about this.......but then again its life deal with,right!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!no thats not me so now i have choices to make!!!!!!!!

FAILURE

FAILURE,yes thats it. thats the word to discribe what i am at this point. i cant believe i brought this to myself. i cant constrate in class nomore. english class,cant believe i blow it. math starting to like it but then again BLOW IT. why do i do this t myself. why cant i put my education before my family,then that would be selfish,wouldnt it??no i cant leave my dad hanging like that so i rather fail then see him suffer. is it really about my family or am i not that smart. i challenged myself to run between two schools so i could prove myself wrong but then again,maybe am not that smart!!!no i cant be saying that,i KNOW i could do it. i know i can but then time is running and trust me it doesnt wait for NOBODY..man am screwed. my absence started to show in english now i know am screwed. why do i have to deal with alll this.why cant i JUST CHILL for a minute. man i cant believe i am writing all this out of MADNESS!!! you know what.i quit...maybe not yet,one more try!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU COULD BE THE.......

You can the peanut butter to jelly
you can be the butterflies i feel in my belly
you can can be the captain
i can be your first mate
you can be the chills thats i feel on our first date
Cause your the apple to my pie
your th straw to my berry
your the smoke to my high
and your the one i wanna marry

I cant believe i have a pill of homework waiting for me and i am wasting my time watching mr.brown..but you gotta admit his funny. when i'm mad he makes me laugh,when am bored he cracks me up,man i love that show! well anyways let me resume back to my show!MR.BROWN!!!!!!!!!

stage fright!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh my god!!!!!!!i cant believe i just stood there with the mic and an open mouth. that was some scary sh@@@. every one staring right at you expecting something from you!1then i stuttered,stuttered i tell you!!ahhhhhhhhhh i screamed then everyone started laughing with some suprised faces,then i laughed along feeling much better(weired)...i finally hit them with the poem and wow i guess they loved it!:)))

eid mubarak to everyone!!!

Like the color of silver,
in the night sky,
the new moon rises,
the holy month has past,
the fasting is over,
tomorrow is the great feast of Eid-ul-Fitr.

We will eat spicy chicken,
and mouthwatering pakoras,
I'll call my neighbors,
and friends on the street,
may the peace of Allah,
and joy of Eid,
be with everyone.

NEW WORLD

Man i missed back in the days songs.the songs from today is all about disturbing things. now a

baby would come up to you and say something you would expect a 17 year old to say. i don't blame

the kids,,its parents letting there children listen to this disturbing crap....music from back in

the days was real and clean but now all it talks about is shake that ass and shake what you got. ..not cool.......

my sister and i went to visit her friends house and as we were chilling her little brother came up to me and was like hey baby let me holla at you for a minute" we started laughing cuz at first it was funny but when he said "come on girl you know i got something you man aint got"that just shut me up cuz this child is only 5 years old and he started talking like this already.man the world is coming to in end........... music is ruining the mind,WE NEED TO TURN THAT SHIT OFFF..now!!!!!!!!!!!

MORAL STORIESSSS

THERE WAS A GIRL WHO LIVED IN FOSTER CARE Her NAME WAS Tamera, she was disabled no legs and had a hard time speaking. one day at her foster care a lady that came to adopt a child saw Tamera right away the lady knew that Tamera was the kind of child she was looking for so she went to the foster parents and said "i wanna adopt that one" pointing at Tamera sitting there lonely and sad. the foster mom said "why would you want her out of all this cute kids she cant speak or barley walk" the lady looked at the Foster mom with a sharp eye i don't care about her appearance", "OK help yourself" the mom said "TAMERA GET YOUR LAZY BUTT UP AND GET YOUR STUFF READY" the foster momma screamed at Tamera "OK" Tamera said in a wavy voice.that afternoon Tamera and the lady got to KNOW each other and lived in a new big house with everything Tamera always dreamed of and lived happily ever after together

MORAL: DON'T PER-JUDGE SOMEONE BEFORE GETTING TO KNOW THEM GOOD!!!!!!!!

HOLLOWEEN!!!!!!!

whats the point of halloween?????


we go trick or teating but we dont really know the meaning of halloween.


Halloween, All saints day, All hallows eve or All souls day is a festival. It was held to honor the Samhain the so called "lord of death". It was a Druidical belief that on the eve of this festival Samhain, lord of death, called together the wicked spirits that within the past 12 months had been condemned to inhabit the bodies of animals.

It was a pagan belief that on one night of the year the souls of the dead return to their original homes, there to be entertained with food. If food and shelter were not provided, these evil spirits would cast spells and cause havoc toward those failing to fulfill their requests.

Sacrifices were offered on this night to the dead spirits because it was thought they visited their earthly dwellings and former friends.

((new information to me too))

interesting how people know the life of famous people in and out but them famous people don't know we exist.lol........if you look at it its funny......one of my friends came up to me and she was spitting news of celebrates to me. why do you care so much about people who don't even know you"i asked...girl yo sick if you ain't know shit,anywayz you know what happened to T.I" she said beaming like he came knocking at her door or something.."listen i don't care for T.I,i don't care what he wears what he eats where he goes i don't care"...
some people would NEVER get it...reality needs to hit hard:********************

define love

love is something you create in your heart not something that just happens...well lets just say thats my definition for now!
you see when you say your fallin in "love" you created that feeling in your heart.then when you break up with the person that love is gone.thats BS..when you love someone and you leave them the feeling will always remain. love for a family is the only true love that is out there. if you get into a fight with one of your relatives you would dislike them but you would still love them no matter how much you try to hate them..so dont come at me with that i love you BS homboi!!!!!!!!

RAINY DAY!

Ughhhhhhhhhhhh its raining again... what am i suppose to do now...I'M stuck in this house,nothing to watch on TV.No book to read,wow rainy days sucks! even if i wanted to leave the house there is nothing to do out there. the movies would suck without someone to go with,especially when all your friends are working or doing something else. Seattle has those boring gray days nothing to do but write.. anyway am done complaining:(((((((

why the judgment??????????

Why do people judge from first sight. they dont ask you anything,they call you out of name and when you correct them they dont apologize but still continue with there ignorant idea of things. when will people learn?

This old women came up to me as i was waiting for the bus and asked me if i was being abused by my dad or husband/WTH............"what made you think i am abused"i asked. Her reply made me laugh until tears came down my cheeks."well, you are fully covered and i suppose someone made you do that" wow that was the dumbest thing i have ever heard i thought but again ISLAM taught me better. "well, no ma'am my Husband or Father didnt force me to dress like this, i choice to dress like this as you see this dress code protects me from rape and other un-necessary comments from guys who like to harrass people for the heck of it. so no i choice this dress code' i said. "ohh i see,but why are muslim people violent"she asked without any knowledge how stupid her questions sound. from that point i knew this women is brainwashed by the media or what she heard from people.Before i had time to reply to her question the bus came and before i got on the bus i gave her my e-mail so i could answer her questions because this women knew nothing about islam.