ALONE

ALONE in this owrld with noone by myside,tahts how i feel at this moment..people come and go but they leave things behind for you to think about. why do i even care about all this guys,why do i care about all this so called friends,why do i care about this.......but then again its life deal with,right!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!no thats not me so now i have choices to make!!!!!!!!

FAILURE

FAILURE,yes thats it. thats the word to discribe what i am at this point. i cant believe i brought this to myself. i cant constrate in class nomore. english class,cant believe i blow it. math starting to like it but then again BLOW IT. why do i do this t myself. why cant i put my education before my family,then that would be selfish,wouldnt it??no i cant leave my dad hanging like that so i rather fail then see him suffer. is it really about my family or am i not that smart. i challenged myself to run between two schools so i could prove myself wrong but then again,maybe am not that smart!!!no i cant be saying that,i KNOW i could do it. i know i can but then time is running and trust me it doesnt wait for NOBODY..man am screwed. my absence started to show in english now i know am screwed. why do i have to deal with alll this.why cant i JUST CHILL for a minute. man i cant believe i am writing all this out of MADNESS!!! you know what.i quit...maybe not yet,one more try!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU COULD BE THE.......

You can the peanut butter to jelly
you can be the butterflies i feel in my belly
you can can be the captain
i can be your first mate
you can be the chills thats i feel on our first date
Cause your the apple to my pie
your th straw to my berry
your the smoke to my high
and your the one i wanna marry

I cant believe i have a pill of homework waiting for me and i am wasting my time watching mr.brown..but you gotta admit his funny. when i'm mad he makes me laugh,when am bored he cracks me up,man i love that show! well anyways let me resume back to my show!MR.BROWN!!!!!!!!!

stage fright!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh my god!!!!!!!i cant believe i just stood there with the mic and an open mouth. that was some scary sh@@@. every one staring right at you expecting something from you!1then i stuttered,stuttered i tell you!!ahhhhhhhhhh i screamed then everyone started laughing with some suprised faces,then i laughed along feeling much better(weired)...i finally hit them with the poem and wow i guess they loved it!:)))

eid mubarak to everyone!!!

Like the color of silver,
in the night sky,
the new moon rises,
the holy month has past,
the fasting is over,
tomorrow is the great feast of Eid-ul-Fitr.

We will eat spicy chicken,
and mouthwatering pakoras,
I'll call my neighbors,
and friends on the street,
may the peace of Allah,
and joy of Eid,
be with everyone.

NEW WORLD

Man i missed back in the days songs.the songs from today is all about disturbing things. now a

baby would come up to you and say something you would expect a 17 year old to say. i don't blame

the kids,,its parents letting there children listen to this disturbing crap....music from back in

the days was real and clean but now all it talks about is shake that ass and shake what you got. ..not cool.......

my sister and i went to visit her friends house and as we were chilling her little brother came up to me and was like hey baby let me holla at you for a minute" we started laughing cuz at first it was funny but when he said "come on girl you know i got something you man aint got"that just shut me up cuz this child is only 5 years old and he started talking like this already.man the world is coming to in end........... music is ruining the mind,WE NEED TO TURN THAT SHIT OFFF..now!!!!!!!!!!!